Look at yourself looking at yourself as you look at yourself, and try to see which is the original, the copy, the blind carbon copy, with egos filed in triplicates at the door of dormant bureaucrats, and in case of doubt, just go with the version that makes you feel the most at "home" - the one that gives you roots. Discard all else.
A box that allows you to peer at yourself as a camera projects the image onto a screen so the reflection of your act transcends the personal to become the public, and what is personally experienced makes of a vulnerable and scrutinizable projection, where the initiator of the act becomes himself/herself the object on view.